Meditation on meditation

I don’t like to meditate. Few do. It’s boring.

A misconception is that meditation increases anything. This is impossible, since everything you need is already Within.

Meditation simply is removing attention from the external world and placing it on the internal world, what is there at all times.

The best thing about meditation is what I call “declutching”. By relaxing via breathing into a state receptive to the Inner World, I can declutch and coast free of the limited body and egregiously clever babbling mind, both which cause so much grief and misery. During these reflective moments it’s possible to glimpse the truth about the Self, that You are not the body or the mind, which is great because I hate them both, they are a prison.

If you commit suicide you will have to face the same problems again in another life, plus added shit. Granted, this is only one belief of millions out there about faith, God, afterlife, etc. It’s the one that makes the most sense to me.

My Guru is Mark Griffin. An enormous White Guy, he must weigh 350 and be 6’5. He’s a Guru because he has the power to deliver shaktipat, the descent of grace as energy, and his consciousness is continually One with God-consciousness. Bear in mind, Mark has nothing that you or I don’t already possess, with the exception of the meditative training and discipline (over many lifetimes) to stay rooted in samadhi while quite awake. God neither loves nor hates anyone…

My last email exhange with Mark follows. For someone Enlightened his grammar and spelling suck…I’ve cleaned it up where possible and left his replies ALL CAPS, the way they were sent.

Dear Mark,

Troubling questions.

If God neither loves or hates us, what does God love? Anything? As God is beyond all qualities, is love even important to Him?

GOD IS LOVE , THERE IS NO SECOND THING, LOVE IS CLOSEST TO THE LANGUAGE OF GOD.

Why does God want us to love anything when love leads to attachment, which leads to chaos and enslavement by the ego?

THE EGO-CENTRIC LOVE DOES NOT EVEN SCRATCH THE SURFACE, TRUE LOVE IS MUCH DEEPER, MUCH FIERCER. KEEP LOOKING DEEPER INTO THE MATTER.

We as people speak, but we are not the language we speak.

THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SOUL AND MIND.

Is love the “language” of God?

YES.

It’s my ego talking, but the questions remains: “If God doesn’t love, why should I?”

LOVE IS.

Namaste,

LOVE,

MARK

(end email)

The Saga Continues.