Archive for February 9th, 2008

Fuckfield #49

Saturday, 9 February 2008


I will pull down the moon

Saturday, 9 February 2008

I explained the end of the saga with the beautiful-woman-never-to-be-seen-again to good friend Egg, while never revealing the depth of misery it caused.

His Zen answer: “You tried.”

I suppose I tried. My intentions were made clear at the end, if not my feelings. If it was going to happen, it would’ve happened, etc.

None of it helps, except his words: You tried.

I’ve one last thing to do. I’ve been told I have this awesome power to manifest things, (in the case of bad shit it’s certainly true, though I still count myself a shit magnet rather than a shit factory).

I will take the hurricane of passionate feelings for X and launch them into the Universe. I will not contact her again except by this Force of intent, this Force of Nature.

I will pull down the moon. For fun.

Whether or not it works, I will be free.