Archive for June 4th, 2008

Weekend whipping boy of the gods

Wednesday, 4 June 2008

Body all fucked up, shot to shit. Sciatica in right leg the pain so furious I’ve taken too many codone the past 2 days. Tore something in right hand, more sharp pain. All this before my left elbow can heal.

Crawling into bed like a 3-legged mongrel, craving a pill pyramid of codone if I had them–devour whole bottle and drift. Why should suicide be painful?—arrive in Hell totally relaxed. Let searing flames take your mind off the One that got away. All of them.

Leg pain subsided and hand seems to be knitting back together but now tomorrow it’s back to mind-numbing labor, up before the sun. And Blacks think they’re the only niggers. Please.